Making my Journey Alone

Taking a dip

Wed, 23 May 2007 19:28:49 GMT

Inspired by the jdrama I've been watching lately, I made up my mind to try taking on the swimming pool again today.

Of course, unlike in Water Boys 2 I wasn't attempting any synchronize swimming. Only, it's been so long since I've resisted the pool water that I have forgotten what it felt like, watching the jdrama provoked a lost feeling inside to just try and remember the love of water I used to possess.

When I was a little younger I almost drowned in a relatively deep swimming pool due to a leg cramp. Despite having a considerable amount of people present there at the pool no one took noticed of me (Compared to the pool length I was really small in size). Still, up till today I don't quite remember how I got myself out of that particular problem.

Now. I didn't exactly harbour any phobia of swimming pools or anything like that hence forth, just a bit of a reluctancy to enter the pool. Especially with my siblings =__=' They can be a nightmare to be with in the pool. As the years went by I just stopped going and had a habit of resisting suggestions of going for a swim. Mum never liked the fact that I did so because she was always going on and on about how important swimming is for keeping healthy and slim and yadda yadda yadda. You get the picture. Parents + Nag = ARGH

"We have a friggin pool at this condo for god's sake, USE IT" - quote taken from mummy dearest

So I did today. After how long I can no longer remember. The weather was abit humid albeit being windy, which was perfect for me since the water wouldn't be too chilly either. Perhaps also because it was a weekday, I was the only one to utilize the pool. Damn that was fantastic. I did it. Armed with the dorkiest haircap ever and apparently the wrong pair of goggles, I splashed into the water - AND IT FELT GREAT. I did a couple of strokes back and forth the pool, a feat which didn't last long, and an obvious reminder that I lack exercise. In the end I was just paddling around the pool - all alone - having a good time.

What I didn't realize, was that our maid was watching me the whole friggin time from home ( the house has a very nice pool view ) and laughing herself silly over it. She was still sniggering when she opened the door for me when I came back home after the swim. She too, says that the I look like a complete fool with the haircap on. =/

But what the heck. I enjoyed myself. Probably would start swimming again, this time on a more regular basis. I can do with some weight shedding as well =3=

To Tattoo, or to not Tattoo

Wed, 09 May 2007 08:07:15 GMT

Am actually thinking of getting temporary tattoos this Mother's Day to scare my mum.

The idea came when Shant and I met for the first time after years of being online friends =D He came down from Cyberjaya to KL and we met up in T.S few days back. Somewhere somehow we passed by the tattoo parlor and the idea kinda stuck into our heads ever since.

Shant is considering having Steve Vai's trademark on both his hands.... I am thinking of MYV's tattoos on his fingers X____x ITS SO SEXYYYYYYYYYY~ (for him la, of course) It will freak the daylights out of my mother =D

Shun dear mentioned butterfly with blood =_________=;; Gosh how gore can you be~

I m hopeless

Thu, 03 May 2007 17:16:18 GMT

J ROCK FESTIVAL LOS ANGELES COMING SOON!!!!!!!!!!!1111Oneone~

And damn, kaede can't make it cause she got no freakin' money to go >____>

Goes to show how evil the world can be towards a person sometimes. Things you like just HAS TO BE halfway around the world away from you.

Question : What will Kaede do if MYV is, in fact, going to be revealed as Yoshiki, Sugizo and Gackt as their fourth member in their new band?

Ok. Ok. Ah. AHHHH FOCUS O_______________O FOCUS~~~~~~~~~!!!!!
Got exams coming up soon.....

*goes back to praying that some kind soul would donate money and Jrock fest Tikets to Kaede*

Not my favourite Tuesday

Tue, 27 Mar 2007 17:43:56 GMT

Harh. After a long time escaping my blog, I return with nothing but more complaining to do. It feels like I am finding happy moments and memorable events unworthy of oresama_alone, because for the past few weeks many happy things have happened to me. Many interesting outings like getting drenched in the rain in search of Bak Kut Teh, the late night jrock gig and the AFS Japan Returnee reunion, or the crazy-all-chocolate-dinner at Hilton..... yet I've never felt the urge to blog about it all. Until today.

Cause today has been as sucky darnit everything gone wrong day.

Woke up late today, with a friggin sore throat to boot. I had already noticed the pangs in the troat since yesterday night so I had a couple of meds before turning it, not that it really worked since I felt bad and groggy waking up anyway. But fine, I thought it was nothing as long as I kept cheerful. Didn't figure it would be that hard to do - staying cheerful I mean =___=;;

First off I had some farktard on the streets in a white van practically screaming at the me walking as they zoomed by the road. I had my iPod on and my songs blasting, but I could STILL HEAR THE SCREECHING YELLS. So then the white van was stuck at the next traffic light, and I, being the quick walker that I am, walked up right past the van ~~gave them idiots the middle finger~~ and left for the train station. Feeling much, much happier. =DDDDDDDD

Anyway from then on most things went downhill.

My senior at work had some last minute emergency which I understood really, but she didn't have to sentence me to working up till late night last minute cause I damn knew I didn't have to =____= The other indian girl was suppose to cover the last 4 hours, but oh no, Miss Senior wouldn't hear of it. Suddenly I had 4 extra hours to work, not which I cared cause on any other day given prior notice I would have GLADLY taken over. But today I was looking forward to meeting Ezel and Heal. Today I was supposed to fulfill a promise long postponed. Today I was supposed to pass both of them items I was entrusted to by friends. But noooo.. I had to cancel it. Because Miss Senior decided it was easier to assign me to the last 4 working hours because I was already there, and she couldn't reach our friend. Fantastic. With it cancelled, I don't know when is the next time we can all 3 go out again. =/ Did I mention that I had to spend hours working with the chinese dude that looks horribly menacing? Well yes. He scares the shit out of me. I spent 8 lonely hours with him wishing every minute that I can just go home and cower under my sheets while I shiver in fear ._____.;; ~~Pretty much shitty customers the whole day too~~ At least they go away after awhile =/

Ah yes. There is one more, tiny little thing I suppose I should mention. Look, I know my friends care. I know I am loved a lot by many of you out there, and I totally, really! appreciate it. But it still doesn't mean I have to tell the whole wide world that I got myself a part time job lately. In Megamall. It's not something to brag about anyway, so I thought, why bother? People will find out when it's time I guess =/ So please, for the love of anything round with black and white spots, stop sounding like you're oh-so-offended cause I didn't inform you =__=;; I've got this reaction from a few of my friends, especially today and I just don't get it. You didn't tell me the last time your hamster got pregnant did you? So there. But anyway, it's clear. I've now mentioned it in my blog. I got a damn job. it's in Megamall. Those who still give me the oh-did-j00-why-din-u-tell-mua reaction..... it's your fault. 8D

Dinner was particularly yucky too. I never knew wan tan mee could exist in that ... tone of colour. The blandness of the food was most extraordinarily original. The only thing that felt right about my meal, must have been the texture -___-' Of course, I could be extra sensitive today because all I want to do is rant and complain about more and more things tonight, that might have affected and added virtualized memory into my tastebuds.

However the most dissapointing part was going home. Finally I thought a little comfort from home but all I got was my mother. And I mean alot of her. Mum came to pick me up from the train station, and we barely left that area before we got into another argument dance. She calling me impossible and me thinking she's insufferable. =/ It lasted the whole damn night cause after that she had this very much like a rotten lime sourish face the whole time and I suspect found the pleasure of picking on everything I said and did. I tried, but hey my tolerance level is only that much. So I snapped. Not much. Cause my dear older brother got sick of it and gave me a lashing =____= Damn. The chicken pox he is currently suffering from must have added to his snappy-ness though. What disgusted me most was that he was right, and that I was totally wrong =___=; I am disgusted at myself for not keeping my mouth shut and letting mum do what mum does best. If only I had just tolerated awhile longer, it would have probably ended before midnight, with a satisfied mum. Sorta. But I had to be me, so I did what 'me' usually does - screw things up. LOVELY.

The Hunt is On

Sun, 11 Mar 2007 17:58:57 GMT

The Hunt is on~

For Katamari Damacy 1 and Katamari Damacy 2.

Please, does anyone know where I can find it again? Both Tofuking and I are quite desperate to find them again.
You know, it's funny that just after a year away, I can't find the games anywhere anymore.
Yah I heard about KL have really heavy crackdowns and stuff, but ..... TAKKAN THEY TOOK ALL THE KATAMARIs AWAY?!!!!!!

*sob*

Anyway, is it possible to burn PS2 games with a DVD burner and have it playable again? o_____O
Actually I've never heard of such trick until Tofu started yelling BURN BURN BURN at me. I think he's far more desperate to get his hands on those games than I am. Swt

ARGH

Thu, 01 Mar 2007 08:12:38 GMT

SOMEONE

MESSED

WITH

MY

ITUNES

AGAIN.

I

AM

SO

GOING

TO

MURDER

THE

IDIOT

WHEN

I

GET

EM.

Nobody. And I mean, NOBODY. Wipes out my 1000 over song collections and inserts ONE dumb Justin Timberlake song into my library and gets away with it. ARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *tears hair out*

When Fandoms turn Awry

Tue, 20 Feb 2007 17:38:20 GMT

Oh gawd I am completely tired out.

I knew playing the PS2 for so many damn hours straight wasn't a good idea =____=;;; Now I think I've hurt my back~ And my eyes. After playing the PS2 I went back to reading the Getbackers I have missed out on over the year, still skipping vol 33 cause I can't find it selling anywhere yet and went straight to vol34 and 35. Wasn't a very good idea cause I got mixed up and was blur abit, but OMG I cried and I cried reading the part of Ban and Der Kaise's story that I feel like such a wuss now. Am I the only one crying over Getbackers here....? *blinks* Swt.

The past 2 days has been more eventful though, which required me and my family a lot of up and down running across states to visit friends and family over the new year. As usual we made the trip that I loath the most every year, which is us driving back and forth to Negri Sembilan for 2 days straight because there is no place for us to bunk over at both my grand's. It didn't help that dad was in one of his queer moods again while driving cause one moment he would tell us to behave and not swear during CNY, and the next moment he began swearing people STUPID IDIOTS at the plaza toll.

Mum says that people who loves to show off superiority on the highway are mentally depressed.
My dad is probably on her list of mentally depressed people. 8DDDDDDDD

However the drive wasn't as bad as meeting the people. After so long. AFTER COMING BACK FROM JAPAN. Cause you just KNOW what they're going to ask. And you know they are going to take turns asking you. It's like a conspiracy to check out how long you can keep up with answering the same questions over and over again X___x. The problem especially comes when they ask the most general question of all, 'How's Japan?' and in turn I give the very much used How-the-f-am-I-supposed-to-answer-than look. I mean, how do I even begin answering you? What should I say cause we sure damn know no one is anywhere near satisfied when you give a lame answer like 'fine' or 'not bad'. Sometimes I give them dumb answers, like 'oh it's still there' or 'not sinking yet unfortunately' or something around there... but not many people get it =____=;; But other than the questions the people are love ~~cept my aunts, I don't like 2/3 of my aunts.~~ I met some family related kids around that I've not, or barely met before, like ShuenShuen who is my cousin brother from my dad's side. She's like 4 and she is super multilingual. Plus she has this weird trick called 'Dancing Eyebrows' which apparently her mother taught her <__<;; I don't know what go thru parent's minds these days. When I thought I had seen bad, the following day showed me something worst. My eldest cousin from my mum's side of the family had been teaching his 2 year old boy to use chinese and pick up girls already. 2 YEARS OLD!!!!!

Me : Hey boi~~~ *ruffles his hair*
Cousin (to son) : Ni kan jie jie. Jie Jie mei ma?
Jack (the son) : Mei
Cousin : Mei dao zhen yang boi? Zhen yang?
Jack : Mei dao fa dian.
Me : W-T-F DID YOU TEACH YOUR SON? O____O

..... At least he still had the courtesy to call me Jie Jie instead of Aunty. *kicks Ezel*

I like it when the babies are around. They direct unwanted ah sum and ah pek attentions to themselves and leaves me free to wander around. We almost grown up kids played no fireworks this year. I don't think there will be any more fireworks in the family reunions anymore till the next generations can learn to run around with their parents (or their maids, to be exact >D) chasing after them. Sad really. We always looked forward to the fireworks we could launch and the lizards we could blow up with. But this year we could join the grown ups with the gambling sessions too 8D Age was like a passport into the grown up gambling section. This year I took my dad's seat and gambled cards against my bloody lucky uncles and aunts. Uncle Mak even announced his victory by telling everyone he wore red underwear just for the session. SWT. My luck did run high in the beginning, but I believe my dad is totally the bringer of bad luck. The moment he entered the area and began harping on me and the damn handphone of my brother's my gambling eras flew out the window and my ang pau money to my Uncle Mak's already swelling pile of cash =___=;;; Both me and my long time no see cousin (who God knows why has the same name pronouciation with my younger brother) lost like nobody's business. But even though he had a worst hit than me, it didn't stir him much cause he's a blardy Singaporean, so whatever he lost it's just half of what it is in SingDollar, and he blardy earns alot working anyway. TT___TT FARKER~~~~ FARKER~~~ I now officially loath people who wears red underwear, FARKER~~~~~~~~ The worst part was that most of us lost to the richest uncle....suwey betul.

Ah, but that wasn't the only fucked up thing that happened to me.... I think my fandom of MYV has turned very very W-R-o-N-G. One day I dreamed about talking with my Dad and HYDE-sama in a car, and they told me that MYV was actually a FEMALE and had given birth to a child sometime ago or something. *jaws dropped* I tell you that was the FUCKING WRONGEST DREAM I have ever had in the entirety of my life. I even had an image in my dream, an image of MYV as a female. It's still so damn clear in my head right now that I think I should bang my head against the wall to force the image out X____x I woke up and I was pretty much hysterical thru out the entire day that day cause I kept pondering how on earth would MYV give birth to a kid *dies*. I am the type of person that tends to remember what I dreamt pretty well, so I know that this is my first time dreaming bout MYV, wasn't a very pretty dream. I hope it stops *__*'' Tofuking appeared later in the dream too when he was apparently sent out to look for me when I stormed out of the car, but don't tell him this (cause he doesn't read my blog anyway) but I beat the crap out of him due to suppressed anger when he found me. 88DDDDDDDD

I told Starry about it the very next day, both of us damn sure my fandom has turned nuts and that I need therapy. Of course, we both know we need therapy together cause then we started making odd wishes like I want Hyde to be my dad, Junki my lover, Taguchi as my older brother, MYV as my 2nd older brother, Massu as a pet, Yamapi as the massage guy, and Shoon for chibi-cuteness. >DDDDDDD

One last thing. Starry-dear is holding an open house on Thursday from noon on. Anyone who wishes to join us have fun either drop her or Kaede a mail to get further details. Like where the fark she lives. Actually just ask her. I am still figuring it out myself 8DDDD . If you don't know my number, stop fretting. I don't know yours either. 8D

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sat, 17 Feb 2007 17:36:07 GMT

Anjing pergi, babi mali
'sueh' pegi, 'ONG' mali
Untong-untong manyak kali
Hali Hali suka hati
Kena ekor kena loteli
Gong Xi Gong Xi lu sama famili

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR FRIENDS!!!!!~~ *hugshugshugs* 8DDDDDDDD

Now that I have used up my super genki-ness to wish you all the best New Year greeting I can muster up on a keyboard, I shall go back to being cranky and snappy. My day didn't end very well thanks to some things said by my mother to me. I bet she didn't even realize the impact her words had on me. Just proves that words can pierce and hurt the hell out of you and disorientates all sense of logic and calmness. I even snapped at my younger sister for a very petty thing, and in turn she started arguing with me, and I sort of lost temper at her and made her go to her room =___________=''

Sigh. Such a shitty ending to a wonderfully fruitful day. To think I would have a good day till the very end cause I really did have lots of nice conversations with my older brother Joon. Something very rare cause he's always busy nowadays and this was his first holiday since after my return home. I fucking wanted things to end well into the night and have a bright and happy Chinese New Year. So damn not happening.

Anyway on a totally unrelated piece of news, I am changing my handphone number soon. Or should I say I'll be getting a new number .... and it's going to be a Maxis number. I know I am going to betray alot of Digi people out there, but forgive me. I got influenced by my older brother X___x;;;; It once crossed my mind whether I should just get the Celcom and try getting Wang Lee Hom's concert tickets too, but it took me less then a few secs to realize that was the dumbest thing ever to do. So yea. I shall opt for Maxis. Condemnations not appreciated, kthxbai 8D

On why I lost my bedroom, and why Kagenn is gay

Thu, 15 Feb 2007 17:53:27 GMT

So I mentioned I would explain the reason as to why I got kicked out of my bedroom. Not that it's anything interesting to talk about, but I figured this little memory stored here might be of some use in the near future -for revenge- So apparently shortly after my leave dear mother decided that she could save some space by packing all my stuff into nice plastic boxes, placed them all over the house, and packed all my clothings to my grandmother's place.

(Ehem, Mum, I still can't locate where my posters are, hello?)

As it is in my family's genes, my older brother was swift in action and gladly took control over the entire room of mine. He filled it with tonnes upon tonnes of cool looking figurines ( I so hate people with earning power, don't you? *kicks him* ) and all his junk. Mum then invited the girlfriend of his, Cherry, to just move in her stuff and use all the space that I once used. And now, a year later, the damage is too severe to be undone. TTwTT But at least I got my clothes back. As a result, I haven't gone thru my animes yet, I cannot grab my comics cause there is no place for me to unpack them, hence resulting in me buying another copy of Getbackers vol32. which I already owned but have clearly forgotten till I read the page with this SEXY Kazuki....again..... I think I am getting more and more depressed by the moment. Cause I can't find my posters and mum doesn't exactly recall where she 'dumped' them. I got my dream of seeing Cloud hung up on the wall of my bedroom dashed into bits and 2 weeks later I still cannot find my favourite poster ..... sigh.

~~I should just go get a boyfriend soon or something~~

AND I suspect someone in the family has been reading my BL comics. I think it's Cherry, *gasp*
I hope she doesn't turn into a yaoi-lover or anything <___<;;; My older brother will have my neck for sale at a butcher shop *whimper*

Then like, yesterday (Thursday) I went out with Kagenn and Ezel for Ghost Rider in KLCC. Yes despite being ill and being adviced against it. At first I was quite tempted to just cancel the outing since Wye Ee decided to back out in the last minute. I don't quite understand why I was worried about us 3 having the possibility of suffering from awkward tensions while together in the first place. I WAS SO DAMN WRONG LOL. I don't think I've had so much fun laughing at the stupidest jokes to the meanest sarcasm in a very, definately very long time. By the way, there isn't any particular reason or excuse as to why Kagenn is gay. He just is cause he is easy to bully and to be twisted into the wrong direction, he likes MALE BUTTS and he likes purple. Simple 8D 8D 8D Kagenn you still owe me Bak Kut Teh in Klang.

Oh I really have to mention this. Kagenn likes Men in ARMOR.
~~And Ezel enjoys frequenting gay bars. He hopes to go to one with Kagenn one day.~~

On another note Ghost Rider was pretty much ok. Never really liked Nicholas Cage though =/ The show left me with a lot of "huuh???"s as I felt there were many loopholes in the movie. Makes me sad that such a nice comic had such a loose plot for the movie. But yah, the jokes were there and they were pretty good. I liked the part where the chameleon/lizard got all fried up XD XD XD XD Then there was this time when TGV kinda fucked up and the screen just went blank for a couple of minutes. That's the second it has happened to me in the same cinema, one of the few reasons why I like GSC more, preferabbly the one in TS (cause they have better caramel popcorn there) Speaking of which, we, or more specifically Kagenn found pieces of Ba Gua in our popcorn. It was both an amusing and disgusting discovery, as we all now know it is dangerous to eat popcorn in the dark cause you'll never know what else you might be popping into your mouth with the popcorns O____O;;;;;;;; One more thing would be that having Ramune and popcorn together is a bad idea. Very bad idea. Made ramune taste like medicine water. Very Yuck. So very Yuck.

On the other hand I figured taking my medications with chendol wasn't that bad. It was pretty cool actually, and I bet only a pro like me can attempt 4 tablets in one go with only 2 spoonfuls of chendol *smug* Anyone else who even thinks of challenging that feat can just go ahead and feel stupid for even wanting to do such a randomly meaning-less thing. 8D

After KLCC, after visiting Kinokuniya 3 times, the food court 3 times and random walking around us trio made our way to Pasar Seni to get comic books. Temptation got the better of me and I ended up with the Getbackers I've missed out on and a chinese yaoi book (Which turn out to be a dissapointment later so no smilies for that U___U;;;) It was so nostalgic to return to busy Petaling Street again. Kinda makes me wanna go back tuition-ing in Kasturi. Go see Mr.Fong...... 8D Oh it's also the first time I saw porno vcds/dvds being sold so openly before in P.Street 8D 8D Times really changes things, but lets not elaborate on it haha. Upon entering the comic bookshop was the rushing feeling that I dreaded would happen to me, the little...ok maybe not so small fangurl inside of me just bursting TO BUY BLARDY COMICS TO READ and catch up with the one year worth of cheap comics not bought and read. I was so against the idea of going for the past week and half but being with Ezel just blew it. I can already see my money flying into heaven cause I pretty damn know myself. I have no self-control over comics. Today's purchase was a perfect illustration of what I mean =____=;;; Yes. Yes. I came back home and mum was WTF-ing about it again. Lol.

In fact I came home and many things happened. I got banned from driving during CNY out of the blue simply because mum thinks I shouldn't. She believes that I lack the competence to drive a box with wheels and a steering. Then Craymel comes up with the news that Tau Fu Zhai cannot make it to Starry's CNY open house for some petty reasons, which will jeapardise everything cause Cray wouldn't be able to make it then as well. I am going to cincang that mou yan seng mou kuat hei bat zhi yao cheng ngor deng nei ge fei sei zhai bao until he gives me one good excuse as to why he can spend one whole day baking tiramisu for his gf but not spend a day with us for CNY bai nin. I shall make Tau Fu Fah with his essence. >D

Another Valentine gone not so right

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 14:50:05 GMT

.....

Me : Oh great, now she is going to kick-start her new blog by ranting about being alone for Valentine. WHY didn't I see this coming.

Kaede : OH STFU. *kicks*

Me : Don"t you have anything ELSE better to do?

Kaede : I could stop talking to you, for starters =__=; It might actually do me some good.

Me : It probably would. *nods*
....

So I had another one of those sad Valentines Day. It's no big deal really, I've only had this on a consecutive 19 years streak. And I only thought today would be the perfect day to kick-start my blog not because it is Feb 14, but because extreme boredom and a severe headache has driven me up the wall long enough today. I just needed something to do, something to keep myself distracted from the agonizing pain that has been stuck in my head since last night. No I am quite sure I am not in denial kthxbai.

And for those of you who haven't heard, Kaede is back in Malaysia. Yes, it has taken her forever to go online and tell the people that surrounds her world that. (or those that used to, or something along that line...whichever) Haven't exactly contacted many people after my return actually.....

Plus, I have perfectly good reasons for that. I just was not in the mood to touch the computer -at all- for the first week or so. Not having everyone's contacts nor a hp didn't help ease the mood either. I think it's just the knowing that there is so MUCH SO DAMN MUCH catching up to do that I feel exhausted and lethargic even before I get started. Heh. Talk about procrastinating before even starting anything. Blogging was, of course, definately out of the question too cause it's just so damn hard to pick up after not blogging for so long. I actually contemplated about opening a new blog, yea and also picking out a name for it. So I thought this time I'd just go random with the naming. But, with luck (and lots of boredom today to go with it) I thought I'd officially write something here. Just to make myself happy.

Just to show myself that I can it if I wanted to. I need to shut off my own ego =_='

So lets just get started about my today. Well, this is my blog after all. If I don't get started on my today, what else can I rant about? *thinks about how close she was to going to Gazette's concert again* .... TTwTT forget it. Lets just start -now-

Firstly I have to apologize to TY for ditching his outing today at Sunway, which actually resulted in the whole outing crumbling into nothing-ness. I felt a hint of dissapointment in his voice when I called just to double check if Eugene called him to break the news. It was his Birthday after all. >___<;;; TY if you are reading this, just know that we'll make this up to you, get you a nice BIG cake and make Eugene pay for it k? *hugs* Happy Birthday~

Now the reason why I ditched, was because I came down with a bad sore throat and now an irritating flu that's trying to make my nose fall off my face. Mum took me to the doc this morning, only to have the doc mention i got CHUBBIER compared to when she last met me *ouch @__@* and at the same time had a look at my right foot that has been aching on and off since last year. Apparently I have something called HALLUX VALGUS, with the conclusion that I should stay off platform shoes ++probably for life++ I'm not worried about that exactly, I myself wouldn't want to be caught dead in plats, but the pain is fuckingly annoying. Doc says there is nothing to worry, for now... but only if it gets any worst will I then need to undertake surgery. Whee~~~

Mum then left me at home while she went over to my uncle's office. I was planning to drive over to the residential area next door to visit my dead dog's grave... but no that is plainly a lie. I feel too lethargic to do anything but sneeze my head off every few seconds. But ahah, I finally watched Prince of Tennis's Live Drama, and I got to fangurl over Ryoma's actor Kanata. Then spent the rest of the evening mailing back friends from Japan after putting that off for a week too, and it was disheartening to know that Chiki-chiki baked more cookies AND I CAN'T EAT THEM ANYMORE GAHAHHRAWR!!!!!!!111oneoneoneon!!!~~ So much for Valentines.

It just reminds me that I will never be able to see that cute guy in the next class before.... or the cute twin ducks he always straps on his cellphone *sniffles*

Dang.

I feel another aching pang coming along. I think I'll need to retire early. But there is no place for me to sleep at the moment, since my parents are watching TV in the living room. Oh, haven't I mention? Ever since I came back home I've been placed to sleep in the living room. Personally I think that is the saddest welcome back gesture e-v-e-r, but I'll go into that in the next post or something. If I feel like it. Or if I ever do blog another post. Hah.

-note of reminder to self- Never listen to Siu Tham Gwong Dong Wah in your Ipod while travelling on public transportations. You get the queerest stares. Maybe its because they think you've gone cuckoo chuckling to yourself like that~

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 16:54:03 GMT

So this is my new blog.

Why did I leave my previous blog? Simply because I got sick of the title I had used there. Or maybe it was because I wanted a fresh start somewhere.....